Me or you?
I am certain that title is not what it seems to you. That is kinda the point.
I have been so frustrated for so long, not knowing whether the inability to spread the comprehension of the Human dilemma has been due to me or you.
It's kinda both, I guess. Can anyone get interested enough to overcome their aversion to anything longer than 300 characters? Okay, there are some. But, they remain silent. Is that a sign of repulsion or acceptance?
All of early life's lessons start raising alarms regarding the 'curse of sex'. I recognize it well. I was under its thrall for the longest time. All of the previous times I have said I am done writing, I can't say that I felt I had penetrated the stupour entirely. I just felt I had written enough for anyone that had the slightest freedom from the stupour to see where it was leading. I'm still not sure it did even that.
This time, I do think I have penetrated the stupour entirely for myself as well as made it entirely available to you in the words I have written.
It seems rhoetry will be cut off for me, also. Sigh.
Once again, I find I am wrong. I am addicted to thinking and, thereby, addicted to writing. Rhoems are off the table, though, until the direction of the wind changes. Of that, I am certain. It hurts way too much to write rhoetry any more in this lifetime. I wish I felt different but the twins have come home to roost. For good reasons. I can shake them off when it comes to the stupour, though it gets more difficult by the day. I will be doing all of my writing on the phantom site. I don't trust myself to write anywhere else. There is a link available. It is just rather cleverly hidden. The point is, just like LP, it will take someone seriously interested to find it. In the case of the phantom site, one would have to actually think or be incredibly persistent in order to find the link. It seems easier to think.
I am becoming so frustrated that I will be residing on the phantom site from now on, except for minor tweaks. I've said enough for people that don't care to listen and move on to our Humanity.
There is the brute solution and there is the Human solution.